Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move my mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
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ngee ann polytechnic
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Tuesday, November 07, 2006
-6:32 PM
hello there! :) welcome to my new blog, please relink me okay?
after blogging at my other blog for almost 2 years, i'm moving here. there was where i had many happy and many many sad memories, here is where i'm gonna build new and happy memories. but i still love that blog and as much as i'm keeping it aside now, they are now my box of memories and i can gain strength from there next time. (:
this is where i start my new life, a new time. i met brandon on the way to school today, not brandon from my class but brandon from church and school. we were talking, about how times have changed. about how we're growing up so quickly now, about how we people in church aren't that close anymore like before in secondary school, how people have been so busy with their own stuff, own poly, own jc. like, i haven't been seeing dinesh in church recently, and i miss talks with that boy. i miss all the times we used to have. but like brandon said, we're all moving on constantly, but in our hearts, we still rmb each other. yeap, we're all growing up brandon. we've come so far. we change for the better, conquer new things. God is shaping us.
though the talk was only for the bus journey, it made me feel as if many things talked to me. as if there was something stirring in my heart. we're all growing up, pain is a part of the growing up process isn't it? ((: i just know now i feel happy, and somehow something inside has changed. many dreams that were lost, somehow have resurfaced. i realise that actually, i want to chase these dreams the best i can. things i held close to my heart once, then gone, are now coming back to me.
there's studies, where i want to study medicine, but at the rate i'm going, i don't think i can unless now i work harder. i want to pursue this really badly. then there's spiritual stuff, where i hold some things really close to my heart. there's my passion for music, where it used to burn so strongly, but now it seems like the fire has doused off.
i'm gonna pursue things that were once really close to my heart, cos i realised how much they matter to me than many other things.
then there's settling down. which girl doesn't want to settle down huh? tell me. lol. yeap, that's one of my dreams too, but not now, not at the moment, until i find the right person. (: i'm sure i will, along the road. then i'll settle down, have a family together under one roof. (:
i asked ann and qing today, if you meet someone 5 years older than you and you guys start dating, then when you finish your diploma where you've dated for 3 years and you're around 20, he proposes, then how? LOL. our answers were all almost the same "GET MARRIED LOH, if he's willing to take care of me for the rest of his life, then get married." lol.
we all want to settle down, and that time will come when we all will.
for me, now, i know what's important for me, and for the person i love. if we all love, it shouldn't be selfish love. because selfish love, isn't love at all. cos if you love that person, you wouldn't want to impose demands that would hurt the other party right? :) i have learnt much, and yes, if it's meant to be, my love will come back to me.
i told putri sayangg ytd, i miss him a lot. yeah, i miss him, but now, i'm getting used to it. (: i've learnt to finally let go of everything. looking at things from a brighter perspective makes me feel a whole lot better now. we're all still young, there's no forever yet, till later. and i'm growing up, i'm still growing up, to be a woman that i was intended by God to be. though challenges are many, and sometimes good times seem few, but i know that someday i will still be that strong woman i was made to be. (: it's all in the learning process.
and i hope enming will grow up to be the man he was intended to be and not let disappointing things bring him down. i know he'll be stronger and turn out to be that good man that God also intended him to be.
like gold has to go through the fire to be purified, like water has to go through complicated processes to be clean and better, like rice has to be in a pressure rice cooker to be cooked, like pebbles have to be under harsh running water to be made smooth, we humans have to go through trials to turn out as pure as gold, to be stronger and more polished like a little pebble. things never come easy in life, and we never can escape trials. but we gain strength everytime we get through each one. (: love is the same.
and now, i've decided to move on, to create a new life and pursue my once lost but now found dreams. (:
i hope everyone can be happy too.
and here's a little video from the "The Lion King 2" about how the male lion in the video is scar's(a bad leader from the bad land) son, who turned out good but is still other his family's expectations to bring Simba(the good lion leader from the good land) down. to overtake that kingdom. but Simba's daughter and Scar's son met somehow and fell in love. obviously both families didn't allow it since it could harm each family's expectations and harm the family. thus both had to go through many rough times, rejection, hurts, pains, tears. this video shows these 2 lions and listen to the lyrics of the song "Love Will Find A Way". it's a really nice show, i love it. cos in the end, the 2 sides "made up" and came together cos Simba's daughter and Scar's son brought the 2 sides together. and in the end they lived happily in love ever after. i really loved and still love this movie for some reason. lol. (:
may this bring you all much hope that nothing is impossible and hard times will pass. (: be happy! goodbye! :D
