lifesong
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move my mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
Friday, November 17, 2006
-12:10 AM
Avalon - New Day. ((:
"It's a new day, oh it's a new time.
and there's a new way i'm gonna live my life.
all the
old has passed away and the new has come.
thank God, it's a brand new day.
Looking back on yesterday there are things that i regret,
but i put the
past behind me and i never will forget,
You have covered my
mistakes and my
broken dreams.
now over the horizon i see the dawn is drawing near,
and i realised the sun did rise, tomorrow's finally here.
It's a new day, oh it's a new time.
and there's a new way i'm gonna live my life.
all the
old has passed away and the new has come.
thank God, it's a brand new day.
Now, when i wake up thinkin',
'bout the things i've done before,
memories i could not escape,
well they can't
haunt me anymore.
now i can hold my head up high,
cos i am not the same.
You've changed my whole perspective,
now with new eyes i see,
i've become a new creation,
cos of what You've done for me.
cos of what You've done for me,
i am not
ashamed.
THIS HEART OF MINE IS FINALLY FREE,
I'LL NEVER BE THE SAME." :D
hello everyoneeeeeeeeee. :D
i'm here to blog again.
firstly, i wanna say, i was really tired ytd. and i fell asleep on the bus after a long time.
the last time i fell asleep was uhhhhh, never mind.
haha.
i had such a hard time waking up ytd morning. my whole body was aching and i was like stoning on the bed for 5mins before i really got up. lol.
we went for maths lecture in the morning for 2 hours and then we headed off to kap's macs. (:
hehhhh. we finally could have our long sought after macs breakfast. yumyumm! :D
bran didn't come yesteryday. sigh. :(
i really hope he's alright. brandon, we're all worried about you, y'know. please be okay. :(
however, my 3 girls and i had loads of funnnn. (:
after that, we went into the "video ezy" beside macs after that to take a look at some dvds. (:
ann rented one for her and putri sayangg to go back to school to watch since ann was going to wait for her bf and sayangg had still quite a lot of time before meeting her friend.
we urm, did not go back for our 1 hour chem lecture. :x
anyway, we don't think it's of any use cos we don't really listen. lol. so yeap.
qing and i then left. she was going home and i was going to meet my mom at her workplace.
so yes, as i was saying, i fell aslp in the bus since i was so tired,
and i lost my earpiece for my phone! RAH! :(
oh well, never mind. i hope i can get a new one soon. hehhh.
not only did i lose my earpiece, i overshot the bus stop that i was supposed to alight at, since yes, i was zZzzzzzzzzzzzz. :x hahaha oh well, never mind la, cos i still reached mom's office. (:
hehehe.
we went to eat sakae sushi and thinking about it, i realised i ate sakae sushi exactly 1 week ago with Ren Ko. ((((((((((((((: heh.
so we ate and everything then mom bought me this ice cream from this shop called "uzumaki" if i'm not wrong. they have like green tea ice cream.
it's $4! i didn't want it at first cos of it's price and urm, really small portion.
but mom still bought it cos she loves me and wanted me to let me try it out. (:
i love my mom! :D
then i went home.
actually i wanted to go to Ren's house ytd but he's working till pretty late and i've got a lot of assignments to complete. so, i don't really feel like going. maybe the weekends or something. :D
alright, now time for some pictures :
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see here, macs at KAP is so nice and looks so peaceful right? (: heh
now, see here. guess who's the retard trying to break the peace? sighhh. *shakes head. LOL!
i'm just kidding sayang! (: i love you for being silly. life would never be the same if you ain't like that. i love you anyhow! hehh! this photo cracked us up a lot. LOL. :D i love you sayang! :D
oooh. my favourite-est out of all the others today. yummy! :D
(: christmas time is coming and i love the christmas songs playing everywhere. i can't wait for christmas to come! :D this picture's so pretty right! (: i rmb what Ren said there last week. ((:
i can't wait for christmas to come, so fun! i'll be away for a week plus i think. yay! i can't wait for my hols! (: yay yay yayyyy! it'll be a good break from everything. (:
touch rug today was pretty fun. i FINALLY understand the whole thing. yay. i'm not stupid anymore. ((: heh
and i had an accident at home today. sigh. never mind. lol. i just hope it heals real soon cos my leg hurts everytime i walk. rah.
dental appointment before school was normal. just that this time it's more painful. :(
CATS was pretty alright. daryl kept laughing when i jumped when he opened his stupid crumpler bag with the stupid loud velcro. IDIOT. :P
very amusing ah? lol. okay la. maybe it was. daryl is crazy. :x
today has been an alright day except for a few mishaps. lol
i just read Jan's blog and i practically cried. i really hate seeing break ups. never mind if i've got to go through them. but i wanna see other people happy.
it just breaks my heart even more to see people hurting.
JANICE, i hope you're alright, really. memories are hard to let go, it's hard to do without someone you once really relied on and really loved. it's really hard to do. i know. but i know you'll get through this somehow. just as you got used to having him around, you'll get used to not having him around.
we all love someone. someone we hold close in our hearts. someone that left. someone though we loved so much, we had to let go because we just want them to be happy, even if we're no longer part of the plan. Jan, we all love in our lives. we all get joy from love, but get so much pain from it too.
sometimes i think, why is love this way? it just keeps leading us on a rollercoaster ride. one after another. and finally, only at the end of the road we find someone who'll hold our hand forever and really keep his promises.
sometimes i wonder if we really need to go through all this. sometimes i wish i could numb myself to all that pains me and choose not to go through every hurdle and choose not to fall in love. but everytime i seem to fall and seem to get hurt again.
but we never give up do we? :) i realise, as much as i hate going through all these ups and downs, i look forward to the time when all this pays off. when a person i had to go through so many break ups finally appears and saves me. lol. :) we all learn really valuable lessons from each phase. it only makes us stronger, and better people.
love is a part of our life, and will always be part of our humanity. when we choose to stop loving, we'll not be human anymore. let's just let go of our hurts, our sadness, kick them far away where they won't come back and embrace all the happy moments that we have now okay? (: let's just think that at the end of this race, our prize is awaiting us. let that give us strength and hope. (:
cheer up Jan. JIA YOU girl! :D i'm sure you can do it, trust me, i know. (:
okay, ah. i'm really tired now.
hmm,
whatever it is, anyhow, any way, in the future, i know what's missing will be filled again. but i'm not desperate for it. i'll just stand in strong and quiet hope for it. no matter how long the wait, i know it'll still come along. :)
i hate looking around, seeing hearts break for no reason, seeing break ups, quarrels within families, divorces, wars becoming more common. what is this love that we're talking about? what has caused this love to become so warped? what is love to this world now? i really don't understand.
but i pray for every broken heart, healing and comfort will be found.
for every heart that has broken another's, i pray for forgiveness.
i pray that there will be a change.
and to one day, see this concept of love change back to it's once simple and lovely state.
and to of course, to someday soon, hold a love that is simple and true. not warped, not of the world's ideas, but of mine.
i pray tonight Lord, i pray.
baby, turn on your lovelight. (: ♥
why won't you tell me what you said just now?
