lifesong
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move my mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
-11:48 PM
hello there, (:
i'm sorry that i haven't been blogging lately. i've been caught up in school work and stuff.
i celebrated my 17th birthday on the 11th of this month and i know i haven't blogged and uploaded pictures and stuff.
but i promise i'll do all that after i get all the pictures.
but i can just say 3 words to describe it all. "BESTEST BIRTHDAY EVER." :D
heh. thank you to all who made it so memorable. i love all of you so much! (:
this week has been alright. i just feel really tired, and weak these past few days.
haha. but i'm still happy.
i got to see brudder on monday night. we went out to have dinner and sorta celebrate my birthday since he couldn't come on saturday. (:
oh well, we went to have long john's since i haven't eaten that in a long time.
brudder makes me laugh like shit you know.
and things that usually i won't find funny, i'll still find funny when he says it.
he always makes my day. :D
the world seems to disappear when he's around. my worries seem to fade. and all i can hear is laughter. ((:
it's really amazing. have i mentioned how much i love my brudder? (:
thank you brudder, for the CD. i lovee it! :D
heh.
you know, i think, life has never been this good. really.
it's like, i don't know. i'm just having a lot of fun.
although i do worry, i do have my downs, but they're always replaced with ups that people around me give. and they're always replaced by hopes, dreams, and love too.
i've been thinking alot of what i want to do in the future. i can't wait for poly to end, and then maybe go overseas to study U. (:
i can never thank the people around me enough. they're constantly there, willing to hear me complain, scold people, see me get angry, get upset and everything. i feel like crying sometimes, thinking of how blessed i am.
even when things seem as if they put me at the losing end, i feel like i'm a winner, and definitely not a loser.
whatever it is, i know that all things will turn out well. (:
as much as i'm waiting for my love to come back to me, i'm willing to give it up at any time that requires me to do so.
as long as we're all happy. nothing else matters to me.
as long as i know my future is set, and would turn out well, i don't have anything to worry about, do i? :D
to putri sayangg, ann, and qing.
thank you for all that you've given me. i really don't know what i would have done without you guys.
the crazy things we do like running along alleys of practical rooms and laughing like "siao char bors" and going to the library to eat instant noodles and drink bubble tea and just talking a lot.
it's made me gain so much, more than you guys could imagine. (:
i love you all, and i know my life would never be the same without you all to make my day shine so brightly everyday. (:
every phase in life, teaches us something. though i didn't see it then, when all that was within my sight were tears, i see it now. i know i've learnt so much. and i've benefitted a lot from this. i see the reasons why this had to happen. i see why this specific time, why this situation. i know now. i may not have ALL the answers, but i've gotten a glimpse of the bigger picture and that's enough for me to push on and hold on. i guess when vision and foresight is limited, we suffer the most, cos we only see the tunnel we're in and how dark it is, but we do not see the light at the end of the tunnel. in the future, there will be many more tears i'll have to shed for sure, there will be many times where i'll have to push myself to move on when difficult situations come along, but hey. i know now that i'm stronger than before. (: and with each situation i have to go through, i'll become stronger and every tear i cry, would be worth it at the end of the day. (: i won't give up, i won't. and i don't want people out there to as well. for every thing you go through, there's a bigger reason that we wouldn't be able to perceive. but we would. you'll see it at the end of the day. i have faith, and hope. in my GOD whom i know holds my future in His hands. and i know, as long as i have Him around, i will be way better than just okay. (:
in due time, i know like before, i'll have someone i can really rely on again. but before that, i want to be independent so that that person can rely on me as well. (: hehh.
alright, kym is going to bed now. (:
so before she goes, she just wants to say:
"learning to cope with loss, or even, getting over your loss, is not a sign of your scarce love for the other party. but it is a sign of sacrificial and abundant love, so much that it is enough to let you let that person go and be happy. even if you're no longer in his/her life." :Dalright, goodnight world. :D
please keep mickey till forever. ((:
