Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me

When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation

Saviour, He can move my mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave

So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender

Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king

kymberly
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-2:25 AM

okay, now it's almost 2 in the morning and i'll be leaving for malaysia at 4am.
oh well, :)
i called silly pasta, he was already half asleep.
and he told me he'd wait for my call since i was packing. cheat my feelings. lol. :p
but i can't blame him, today's been a really busy day for both of us, jia hao and the rest who went for poly retreat day. my legs are aching like crazy!
i promised i'd call him when i reach home. :)

we had POLY RETREAT today! :D
it was fabulous! all the hard work that we've put in in planning the games paid off today but of course, we'd have to thank God for His faithfulness through this whole process. :)

it's nice to hear that all of you enjoyed the games.
marcus ling, jia hao and i definitely enjoyed planning all of this for you guys. :)

the 3 of us met the leaders early this morning at 8am, so that we could brief them on what we were gonna do. ((:
so i met jia hao, and ya, 5 minutes later, marcus ding dong came in with macdonald's breakfast. he's a stinky boy okay! he purposely did it i think! that day i was telling him over the phone of how i was craving for mac's breakfast. purposely one leh! lol
but marcus ling a ding dong looked REALLY nice with his white specs today. :D

we had 2 smashing services today, one in the morning and one in the night. p.darick preached in the morning and p.gary preached at night.
woah, i enjoyed them. there were a lot of things that spoke to me and are now deeply implanted in my life. (:

after that games from 2-5pm, i tell you, all of them had mud, water, flour, grass on their bodies.
you should see how black my shoes are. LOL.
but we all had fun, and God was faithful with the weather. :)
i tell you, flour+water ain't good. goodness. it's the most horrible combination of 2 things i think.
actually, jia hao, marcus and i were not playing the games since we're the committee and we had to conduct the games. but at the end of everything, we got dirty still.
sabo session.
i was really clean actually, until jia hao burst a water bomb on my head and i got really wet and marcus poured a lot of flour on me which was HORRIBLE! :(
dinesh threw in quite a bit of flour too.
tsk!

so at the end of the day, marcus ling and i had white hair and i was named bai xue gong zu.
boy, i dropped a lot of hair when we took our bath in church cos of the flour+water and i had to shampoo twice but it still was there. marcus still could laugh!

overall, though today's been tiring, it's been all good.
the lunch and dinner were nice too. heh. :D
just as much as i enjoyed planning it, i enjoyed watching the rest of the guys laugh and enjoying themselves more.
it's all been worth it. :D

but i realised, i'm gonna miss the boys alot. :(
it's been an amazing journey and experience working with these 2 funny boys. :)
though sometimes i get bullied(hmph!) since i'm the only girl and i'm the youngest, i still learned so much. and i would never trade this experience for anything else.
i hope there'll be a next time yeap! :D
you guys are amazing. :D

i realised a lot of things today actually,
time finally caught my utmost attention, i finally realised how fast time has passed, how fast christmas and the new year is coming at me.
personally, i'm really happy that 2007 is coming. i look forward to it actually.
2006 has been a much learning year for me. this year has been full of tears and at the same time, full of laughter and joy. this year has pushed me to my limits, to grow in a way that i least expected. when i thought i was strong, God broke me again and again, but i grew stronger each time. and i'm now here where i am, which are the results of the constant breaking of my spirit. it hasn't been a good time i admit, but hey, i'm here now. and i couldn't have done it without my God. it's been a hard year, but i've learned so much that i know that if it weren't hard, i wouldn't have learned anything.
i'm actually quite thankful now after i've gotten through everything, that it's been a hard time this whole time.

like p.gary said, this year has been a pushing and learning year for kymberly law. i've learned so much and gained so much that cannot compare to the past years.
but i realised that blessings come even when trials come.
God's given me so many people i can rely on now. i'm so thankful.

all in all, i can just say, this year has been bittersweet, but i'm still thankful that i've grown this much. (:

year 2006 i'm leaving behind cos it's all in the past now and year 2007 is gonna be an amazing year, i know.
i can feel it. and i wait in anticipation of the things that will come to pass.
i'm leaving my past behind and stepping into the future that God has planned for me.
(:

yesyes, everyone should leave everything behind and welcome the new year! :D

so, since i won't be able to wish all a merry merry christmas on the day itself, i shall wish you all now. (:

"God grant you the light in Christmas, which is faith;
the warmth of Christmas, which is love;
the belief in Christmas, which is truth;
and the all of Christmas, which is Christ."
- Wilda English.
have a merry merry christmas you all. :D

have fun and take care all! :D

pasta head, i'm sorry that i haven't been picking up your calls the past few nights. tomato head has been tired and has been sleeping really early. :p i'm sorry i made you wait so long just now and then woke you up too. i'll call you the moment i reach home okay! i'll bring back a christmas present for you. and please ah, don't be serious all the time can. i hardly saw you smile today la. so fierce and serious.
relax la. take care and till i see you soon, i'll be praying for you marcus ling. :)goodnight and see you soon. sleep tight tired boy. :D




i sure am 1 confused girl. but God's helping me somehow. (:


-9:36 PM


hello there, i'm here to blog about the past few days and post a few pictures of those happenings. (:
i started off this post with the pictures of this wonderful bouquet of flowers given by dwightie because i absolutely love them.
it's been sucha long time since i've received flowers and it feels so nice to receive so many, all with different colours. (:
yeap, i went with dwightie to this NS dinner of his on last saturday. met a few of his army friends and though i felt a little uncomfortable, i still enjoyed myself.
after the whole thing, dwightie and i still walked to raffles city shopping centre's haagen daz to grab ice cream. there were closing already but we managed to still get a bowl of nice ice cream. (:
dwightie then sent me home after that which was really nice. :D
thank you dwightie, for such an awesome night and for such beautiful flowers. (:

the decorations we saw that night were beautiful. (: that's another reason why i love christmas. :D

a few pictures dwightie took of me and the flowers. :)

what a beautiful night. :D

then it was IGNYTE christmas party, "CELEBRATE!" on monday evening. (:
it was at bukit batok civil service centre, hilltop restaurant.
they booked a whole ballroom for us! it was beautiful! :D
it was a really wet evening but we were all enjoying ourselves with good music, good food, good company. (:

the amazing guys from my cell. they're so nicely dressed huh? :D

of course, the whole evening would be totally different without the bestie. :D


and there's marcus ling and ming chou. (: i've been telling marcus ling to go back to the old hairstyle and the specs. i think he looks better on the right doesn't he? so stylo, lol. :) but oh well, he still wants to stick to his contact lens, and maybe cut his hair after some time. he's always smile-less, but in real life, it's different. lol. that's why i don't like his smile-less pictures. lol.



anyway, after the whole thing, darling pingg, jeremy and i went home.
darling pingg stayed the night at my house. WHOOHOO! :D
from the time we bathed till around 2am,
darling pingg was talking to smelly and i was talking to pasta. :p
pingg scared the hell out of me when i was talking to pasta outside the toilet when she suddenly walked towards the toilet. i screamed, and pasta got a shock, thinking what happened.
LOL, we all laughed crazily after that.
since pingg put down the phone already, i finally convinced pasta to put down the phone and we ended the phone call with prayers for each other. (:



pasta: what insects are you scared of? cockroach? lizard?
me: i'll give you a clue. the stage before a butterfly.
pasta: oh, cocoon ah?!
me: *faints.



man, that conversation sure was funny. ((: pingg and i talked until we both cannot tahan and then we plopped to sleep. :D
we woke up at 12 in the afternoon yesterday. lol.
then we went down for some warm prata and it felt good since it was raining.
sigh, we were supposed to have fondue at her place but we were all feeling tired.
never mind, we'll have fondue soon! right pingg, wanling, vivien and daddy? :)
after prata, we sat around for a little while then i went to find mom where i got my haircut(my hair's super thin now.) and pingg went home to complete a photo album for her parents. i love you dear dear. :D

i slept pretty early yesterday, i'm sorry i didn't pick up your call last night marcus. i was hmm, tired and not feeling really good. but i sure am not angry with you in any way, silly. (:

i woke up pretty early today to meet the boys for the finalization of poly retreat day. now we're all set for tomorrow! YAY! :D
marcus was the latest today and i was the earliest. still don't know who's the one who told me not to be late that day. stupid pasta head. still dare to call me tomato head ah. lol.
marcus ling could still blame me for not picking up his call last night that's why he slept at 4am that's why he couldn't wake up. tsk tsk.
we all had a busy day today. we walked here there, up down, taking things, buying things, finding things. i think we're all super tired after today.
our last stop of the day was to the botanic gardens, the place where poly retreat day would be held. it was good weather and we saw many nice birds! lol. jia hao was chasing one white bird and it was really funny. lolll.
see:
(:


after that we walked back to the bus stop and went homeee. (:
the boys were gonna play soccer later with pastor gary and their friends cos their basketball game yesterday was cancelled due the heavy rain. bummer.



soon after i reached home, i got an sms, asking whether i'm okay or not and that i seemed pretty gloomy today.
i didn't think that anyone would notice.
then after the reply, he gave me a call. he said i've been thinking too much and all of this was the result of not talking nonsense with him on the phone last night.
nonsense. LOL.
but yes, i felt much better after that. i'm sure i'll be okay la. (:
maybe i've been too tired. but i'll be okay, don't worry about me. :D


i've been so busy with poly retreat and the cell bbq that i haven't had time to pack for my trip. i'm supposed to do it later cos i won't have time to do it tmr and i'll be leaving on friday early morning.
i think it'll be a good break for me. i'll miss you guys though.


and yes, i'll miss your company too. :(


i'm excited for poly retreat tmr! :D
i can't wait. :DDDDD
i believe we'll have nice dry weather. ((:

alright, i'll go pack my stuff now and sleep early.
but i'll blog again soon. take care all and much love.






if only feelings were easy to understand, then maybe i wouldn't be so confused now. and then maybe i'd know what i'm feeling. God, please help me.


-3:21 AM

i'm tireddddddddddddddddddddd..................................zzzzzzzZZZZZZzzzzzzzzz.
i finally put down the phone after talking with marcus ling for 2 hours and it's like almost 3 in the morning now.

stupid marcus didn't want to put down the phone. lol.
in the evening we were talking online, then he kept saying channel u has a nice show to watch, then he didn't want to tell me the title of the show and wanted me to go see for myself. grrrr.
in the end i got stuck to the show too and i liked it. shi mian mai fu. then the funny thing was when the show was on, we wouldn't talk but when there were advertisements, we would talk online about what we would think would happen. predictions you know? we predicted the same stuff.

we predicted that one of the 2 men who loved the same woman would die. in the end, the woman died. we laughed like crazy la. not because the woman died.(i felt pretty sad that she died cos i wanted her to end up with the good looking takeshi kaneshiro)
all our predictions were wrong. lol

then after the show, my stupid laptop couldn't get a wireless connection. and then i got a msg from marcus ling, "your connection died? LOL." then i received a call from him. then we started talking, blah blah blah.
i laughed alot. and now i'm really tired. silly.
(:

he still didn't want to stop talking on the phone even after his mom woke up and nagged at him. he put down the phone and then he called me back after that.
but i told him i'll talk to him tmr at the christmas party. (:
i'm too tiredddd la.

anyway,
i still can't believe what has happened. :(
i can't believe that i lost a friend to eternity so suddenly.
i miss you, BOHAN. your classic laughter i'll always remember.
i'm still pretty much in a state of shock. how could he have disappeared so suddenly?
like marcus said, God will hear our prayers for him and he'll be happy in heaven. (:
and i've gotta cherish what i've got now cos i could be gone tmr and any of my friends could just disappear. :'(
this has made me learn to cherish the people i love even more. i don't wanna live with regrets. i want to cherish the people that mean the world to me. this is really hard to face. life is so fragile.

i'm sure Bohan would be happy to know that he's taught us an important lesson of learning to love the people around us even more and not to take them for granted cos you might lose them anytime.

we all love you BOHAN, and we'll always remember you. always.

and i love you dear friends, to those that i hardly tell you how much you mean to me and my life, i just want you to know that this life would never be the same without you around. i love you all.

God bless, goodnight all.
(:


cos it's you and me, and all other people. (:


-11:58 PM

MARCUS LING LING LING! :D lol.
i just wanted to start off this post by thanking you. you've made me a really happy person today. (:

okayyyyyyyyyyy, ALL 4 PAPERS DOWNNNNNNNNNNNNNN! WOOHOOOOOOOOO! :D
physio paper was from 9-11am todayyy.
and most of us finished 1hour earlier. mr eddie, our handsome and charming lecturer for physiology set lesser questions than we expected. hehehe. but good la. i happy. (:

then after that, met marcus ling and jia hao and serene centre's macs. (:
LOL, jia hao is funny okay. i don't know how to put it. lol, i quarreled(not really quarrel) with him over this book and we were debating. lol. i think marcus' head was going to burst. LOL. we planned everything out and finally came up with our proposal and then found pastor gary in church and yes, our proposal has been approved! YAYY! :D
i had so much fun with them, planning, laughing like crazy people in macs and i think these 2 boys are really special. i'm glad i got a chance to work with them. i'm meeting up with them on sunday again. ((: we're pretty much excited for thursday. :)) hehehehehe.

after meeting p.gary, we walked to the bus stop and took 174. we were talking and talking and talking, enjoying the bus ride, marcus ling was sharing so much with me. from the bus stop to i don't know when. :)
apparently, we took the bus with the right number, but we took it in the opposite direction and we only realised it when we reached jurong area. we took a 174 bus back to head back to our destination, town.

marcus ling needed to get nice clothes cos his brother's getting married soon and jia hao was accompanying him and i was gonna meet my bestfriend to shop for nice clothes as well for the upcoming events. :)

sorry dear, i made you wait so long! i shouldn't have taken 174 but 171. sorrrryyyyy. i love you, you're such a sweetie. (:

so we were on the bus, and marcus ling and i sat together cos we were the ones who were really in a conversation. jia hao was listening to music and didn't talk much. so jia hao sat at another seat. the whole trip back to orchard road from boon lay interchange was filled with pretty amazing stuff.

marcus ling is a really nice person to talk to. a nice person to share your life with. it's nice to finally have someone in church whom i can really talk real stuff with other than my bestfriend and my 2 other darlings of course.

marcus ling has been in this church as long as i have, 9years. we practically grew up in trinity. we were water baptised on the same day, went through all the changes in church through all these years.
he's went through many rough patches during these few years, cried so much, felt broken so many times, but grown so much to where he is now. wrong relationships, torture, sadness, hurts, so much. but now, i see him so strong, impacting lives, changed.

the things that he shared with me, are countless. and i thought it was hard for me this whole time. but now, i realised, no. it was hard, but it ain't as hard as marcus' life.
i am amazed, how God has changed his life. :)
i am even more amazed at how similar our life is. really. like really same.

it was this similarity that led me to open up to him. to say things that i'd never share with church friends. things that i've kept inside for a really long time. things that i wouldn't imagine sharing with a person that i've just recently known. he listened attentively, i knew he could relate. he understood. it was a lot of spiritual stuff. but he's went through a lot. seriously. i am really encouraged by his life. (: but after everything, we both agreed on one thing:

we've both become stronger. not because we were comfortable with where our lives were, but we were placed in the most uncomfortable situations and bent to an extent that hurt so much that we felt as if we couldn''t bear it any longer. that's what made us stronger, cos it didn't break us. now we're stronger, right marcus? :)

we talked about alot la. we didn't stop during the whole bus ride can. lol. jia hao was listening to his music. lol.

don't worry marcus, my focus is right. and i know what i've to do. i know i can spend time doing things that matter to me, like planning poly retreat day with you guys and many more stuff. don't worry. (: moreover, your talk with me today has opened my views to much more. (: thank you.

the last thing that marcus said to me was something that i felt really touched by. because i've never heard anyone in church say this to me,

"i know it can be hard. but anytime you feel that you can't share anything with anyone in church, don't feel that way. you can always call me to talk, i'll be there to listen."

thank you marcus ling. :DD this bus ride would be unforgettable.

so, in the end, we finally reached orchard and we walked to far east where i met pingg dearie. (: then 4 of us went to subway to eat. jia hao and marcus' friend later joined us and when we finished, we went our separate ways. marcus was looking for a blazer and i called him when i saw this shop selling quite nice blazers and he came back from wisma to take a look. pingg and i left while they were taking a look cos pingg has a test tmr. :( JIA YOU DEARR! :D apparently, marcus bought his blazer from there. although i don't know how it looks like, i'm gonna see it on monday night during the christmas party. heheeheheh. (:

so pingggg and i went homee, it was a short but nice time spent with my bestfriend. :)
i love you dearie. I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YOUUUUUU. :D

so that sums the day up. tmr's the dinner with dwightie. hehe. yayyyyy to meeting dwightie. :))))

so to end it all off, i feel really blessed, happy, i don't know. everything la. everything that makes a heart happy and rejoiceful. :)

Jesus, take the wheel.

i'll stop the world and melt with you.


-5:47 PM

HELLO. :)
3 papers down! 1 more to go. :s
i've been feeling stressed out recently. :(
now i'm worrying about physio paper tomorrow and worrying about the games for poly outing day. i'm meeting jia hao and marcus tmr after my last paper(YAY!:D) and we're supposed to have gotten our games ready. i've got a list of them. but i don't think they're good enough. but on the other hand i'm tired and i'm not even halfway through physio revision.
lack of sleep, that's what i'm having.
today's paper was alright. actually i find the past few papers pretty alright.
okay, never mind. it'll be over soon! and partying can start! :D

putri sayangg, huan qing and i went to suntec today after the paper to get qing's boyfriend's and my friend's birthday present. :)
putri sayangg left after awhile. we had nice pretzels. lol. i had a green tea one. which i fell in love with after my bestfriend fed it to me a few years ago. lol. :)i still remember that so clearly.
so qing and i looked around.
i bought my friend's present and after a long long time, we finally found something for her boyfriend. :) i'll hit him if he doesn't like it. she spent so much time worrying and looking for the perfect present la. lol. but i'm sure he will, i'm sure. :)
i had a nice time walking around. it was a nice time to destress. hehehehe.

and yesterday, dwightie made me laugh like crazy!

see, dwightie, on tuesday or wednesday(i can't remember), asked me to be his date on saturday night for a social night dinner that his wing commander was holding since they're all finishing their course soon. :)
he said if he didn't have a date, he'll be confined in camp. LOL.

so yes, i'll be going with him. ((: though i feel a little awkward and weird, cos yeah, i'll be in a very weird environment i think. but it's alright, cos dwight'll be around. (:

sigh, i've yet to get a dress or something nice to wear on saturday. but it's okay, bestie's going shopping with me soon for our christmas party on next monday(YAY!) and for that dinner. worse come to worse, dwightie will go shopping with me on saturday afternoon right dwightie? :DD

so yesterday, mom was being a normal mom. she was ummm, yes worried. she asked me to ask dwightie to sms her and reassure and promise her that he'll look after me and bring me home safely. lol. she was really serious about it. i think she was really worried.

so i told dwightie, and he smsed her. my mom read his sms to me and i laughed like crazy. "Hi Ma'am, thanks ma'am." LOLLLL. there were really funny things he said inside which i thought were really cute. i read mom's reply to him, and i almost cried. i love you mom. :)

dwightie really knows how to make me laugh. :D
see you soon, dwightie. :)

so, as you can see, tests have been stressful, but i still feel really blessed, really really blessed. :)

oh yes, ONG! i'll reply you here. your tag on my blog made me feel really touched. i am really glad that you've grown to know the Lord in such an intimacy. it shows me that a little work done in the past may be insignificant at that time but a small seed sown can grow into something greater in the future. i'm really encouraged by how you've grown. continue to grow and know the Lord better okay! :D take care! :D

i've grown to see, that pain can really push a person beyond his/her limits. i've learned that love's not the only thing that keeps 2 people together as people always claim. but, i've also learned that whatever doesn't break you, makes you even stronger.

it's alright if love's not the only thing that keeps 2 people together, it may be good circumstances that keep them together, bad circumstances may pull them apart. but then again, they grow to be stronger people and men and women with greater maturity. and they'll learn to love their next partner with a greater love and maturity which of course, if it was the right partner, nothing would pull them apart.

if we only look at the bad things happening, you'll only find yourself wallowing in self pity and misery. it may be difficult at times, but hey. if we look beyond the bad stuff, and learn to grasp the good things happening in our life now and the good things that will happen in the future, things will feel a lot better. bad stuff will always be there, but good things will also always be there. choose which one you want to focus on. (:

i've grown so much and after everything, i've learned to see the truth of one simple thing.

a loving Father would not take something away from you unless He has something better for you. (:

goodbye people, to all classmates and people taking tests, it's gonna be over soon! jia you! :DD
<3

RAIN IS COMING TO SINGAPORE!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
i really wanna go see him! but the tickets are super ex and i've got no one to go with. :( but i still wanna go! anyone up for it? :)

my answer is you. you're the hope that my heart is holding on to, skeptics won't understand, it's strange from the world's point of view.


-11:45 AM

hello,
recently things have been HECTIC but nothing's takin away my joy. (:
i've been studying, sleeping, and playing quite a lot still. :x
friday we had touch rug session.
it was fun! but MUDDY. :S
i was really dirty after everything la.
lol, but that session was really fun compared to the others.

and after that session, i woke up yesterday with a lot of aches here and there.
i attended mummy's colleague's wedding in the morning with her yesterday.
it was at St. Joseph's Church! it's a really big and nice church. :)
the wedding was of catholic tradition.
it was my first time seeing this so it was pretty cool, though i was hungry. lol.
after that we had food, and then we headed home and soon after i went to churchh. :)
met lingg and pingg and had service. woahwoahwoah.
i love having my girls around. :D
there wasn't any fuel yesterday so jia hao, marcus and i (poly retreat committee) headed down to the park near church to take a look at the place so that we'll know how to plan stuff. it was super far la. but the boys are super funny, esp jia hao. though sometimes marcus and i didn't get what he was saying. LOL.

i'm pretty surprised that marcus remembers that we got water baptised on the same day and that his sister has the same baptism name as me. :) after so long.

anyway, though the park's far, it's a really nice place and i'm sure we're all gonna have fun there. :D
we'll all come up with some NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE games for you guys. hehehehehe.
i know some of you are REALLY bummed out that you can't go for camp today (JUST LIKE ME.), but hey, i think poly retreat is gonna be a great time just for us too yeap? (:

*DEAR, I LOVE YOU TOO. MUCH MORE THAN THE STARS IN THE BIG BIG SKY. THANK YOU DEAR, FOR MAKING MY DAY. love love love love love love love you. :D ehehhehehe.

i ended my day yesterday with meatball spaghetti in my tummy(thank you mummy. :D) and a big big smile on my face. :)

so today's sundayyyyyyyyyyyyy, and jeremy's leaving for IGNYTE camp later. i'm :) cos i'm sure Jeremy's gonna have a good time. i'm :( cos i can't go, thanks to term tests! ARGH.
but it's okayy. cos there's still poly retreat day. i'm gonna miss you brother. :((

alright, tomorrow's maths paper and the week of tests are coming upppppppp. :(
please pray for me! i'm gonna go study nowwwwwww.

byebye! take care all, and to all classmates and poly students having tests, i'm sure you guys will do well! JIA YOU! don't give up okay! :D

OH THE JOY OF CHRISTMAS! :DDDD

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

-1:33 PM

my dearest baby,

to the man of my life that i'm gonna meet in the future, this letter is for you.
and someday when i do meet you, i hope you'll read this. (:

you know, i've made so many mistakes in this life.
i've collected memories that i shouldn't have.
i've cried tears for people whom i shouldn't have cried over.

i know when i meet you, you'll be the best of the best(to me of course.).
and when i meet you, our memories would beat all the rest,
our love would be the sweetest that i would ever feel.
i would never want any other than you.

i know i've had many regrets till now.
i should have waited for you, the right person,
i'm sorry baby, that i didn't spend this time waiting for you.
i may not know you now, but i know when i do in the future, you'll be the bestest.
better than all the rest in the past.
you'll make me happier than all the rest, feel more loved than the rest.
i know you're worth waiting for.

though i have many regrets, and i've went through some hard and torturing times,
if this is what God is doing to mould me so that i can be the best woman for you,
then it's all worth it.
i know when i do meet you and you hear me say, i've gone through so much to get to you,
you'll say "i'm so proud of you."

i can't wait to meet you,
but i will wait cos it'll be worth it i'm sure.
during this time, i will let God mould me into a better person, to love you, to take care of you.
and during this time, wherever you are, i know He is moulding you into a great man too.

i've been praying everyday for you.
i don't envy others who're in a relationship now, i'm happy for them.
and i look forward to being as happy as that.
and i know i will be when i do meet you.

and till that time comes, when God makes our 2 worlds collide, i'll be waiting.
and i'll be living my life to the fullest too and i hope you will too. :D

i'll be waiting for you.

love,
kymberly.

that was pretty random. lol
i'm feeling bored. this may seem silly to you, but it's okay.
hehe, it makes me feel happy and expectant.
:ppppppppppppp
just a few of my thoughts during the past few days.

okay, tests are next wk. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhghghghhg. :(
but never mind, after that, it's freedom! for awhile. lol. :)
poly outing day and christmas party and holiday! :D

so.... now i've gotta go work hard so that i can relax in peace knowing that i've worked hard enough for my hols. :D hehehehhehe
poly people jia you okay! (:

sayangg, don't stress okay. take things easy. i know you can do it. :D i loveeeeeeee you sayang! (:

byebye. (:


if God can take my life's ashes and make them beautiful, He can for you too. (:

Saturday, December 02, 2006

-2:39 AM

hello there! :)
i'm here to blog after hmmm, some time?
i've been busy with a lot and as some of you know, TERM TESTS are coming! :(
and i'm gonna be planning the games for poly outing day with marcus and jia hao.
busy busy busy!
oh well, i'll just take it as it comes. (:

overall, through all the stress and tiredness,
i am a really happy girl and lately, on most nights i sleep with a smile on my face. (:

let's see, on wednesday, i went to find mom after school. (:
lol, i went to make my new specs(YAY!). i haven't changed my specs since sec 1. heh
and i really like my new one. (:
mom bought subway for me to eat. and i went to her office to eat.
heh. then now it's like they're planning for some events and this guy from her office was super funny. i kept laughing when he talked luh. he didn't talk like an adult. he felt more like a friend.
i laughed like crazy and mom did too.
i love being with mom. (:
i waited for mom to finish work and then dad came to pick us up. then we went home together. :D

wednesday was a good day. (:

then thursday, we wenttt......................

ICE SKATING! :D
lol, it was FUN with my girls, huan qing, ann and putri sayangg.
though many times i almost fell and some of us fell,
we had fun learning, screaming and laughing. lol.
it was really memorable.
:D
it was really cold there, and i kept sneezing.
huan qing is really a good teacher! lol.
she patiently taught us. ((:
we skated for 5 hours and then went home for dinner.
we skated till our feet were numb and painful. aiya, but who cares la. hehehe.
we had dragon beard candy before going home. it was my first time eating it and it was really nice! i REALLLLLLLLY like it! lol. (:
i went home and i slept super early since i was tired and already not feeling very well.
anyway, it was a really good time i had with them.
and i just wanna sayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy,

you girls really make me very happy. through the downs and then the ups, you've been there with me and for me.
i thank God for placing all of you in my life. the times when i've broken down and cried in the past, though now it seems like it's long gone,
i remember them so clearly, how you guys were there for me.
you guys are really a great blessing from God to me. (:
i love you all so so much and whatever we've gone through together, i believe, has made us much stronger than the past. (:
thank you girls. (:
let's go ice skating again soon okay! :D
heh, these memories i'll always keep. big hugs to the 3 of you! :D

and today,
had school, some upsetting thing happened, but everything's alright now. ((:
then went to church for combined L cell with Pastor Gary.
this would be our "last" combined L cell cos some of would be moving to Paya Lebar soon.
it was a good time of listening and learning stuff.
then our cell went to eat at adam hawker.
it was sister cheryl's treat today. :)
thank you Sister Cheryl! :D
i was just talking to felix on our walk back to the bus stop about how fast time has passed.
it was like just yesterday when we got to know each other back in pri 2 or 3.
lol, it's been a long time, felix. (:
and we're finally all grown up now but still friends like before and fellow leaders. (:
it's been a looooooong time and i'm glad i have an old friend in church who until now is still serving and have not fallen away from God. (:

you see, like the yesterday was today, the present soon will also become the past.
your hurts, will become part of your past as well.
i remember always telling God during that period of time, i don't think i can make it through. it seems so difficult.
but now, looking at it, it seems so far away. and i have made it through, and i'm stronger than before.
and all of that now is in my past, and i'm only looking toward my future and i know it's brighter than before.
i remember God telling me to leave the past behind when i stubbornly couldn't. when i wanted to hold on to what i thought was best for me.
but hey, God knows the best for me isn't it? lol.
i remember saying that it was so tough, and a great torture.
but finally, i let go of everything, cos yeap, i trust myself, but i trust my God much much more.

i trust that the plans that He has are better than the plans i have for my life.
they say love is blind,
but i think i'd agree more if the person said faith is like being blind, not knowing where to go, stuck in a dark and cold place and just feeling lost.
but when you hear a voice and recognise that that's the person you know you can trust and love, you don't worry, you're not afraid, and you have faith.
and you leave everything behind when He says you should.
and you hold on to His hand so tightly even though you're blind.
and finally, He leads you out of everything. He gives you joy that the world can't give, love that doesn't lead to regrets, greater love than anything on this earth.
that's how it feels to me, having faith in God.

i don't look in anticipation of how the past will come back to life in the present,
cos nope, i've already left all of it behind. all sadness, all worries, all in the past.
i look in anticipation of the new things that are about to happen and blow me away.
i knw i won't regret this for sure. (:

in everything, all trials, all hardships,
all hurt me, all made me feel so broken, but i know that God had a purpose.
i may have been broken, i may have felt tired, but i'm not anymore.
i'm strong now, and whole again, moving on in the direction where God is pointing me to.
but i'm really thankful that through all those trials, He was with me and was faithful.
He placed so many amazing people in my life to encourage me and comfort me.
this is His great love for me.

i know now, that whatever happens in this life, i'm gonna be stronger and stronger.
and happier and happier. (:
i pray for all those who are going through a hard time now,
that you will reach beyond your pain and see the positive side of things.
i pray that a comfort and peace will come to you like it came to me.
be happy. :D

alright,
i'm tired now, it's been a long day and night and it's gonna be a longer weekend with all the packing and stuff, lol,
so goodnight world!
all have a good weekend ahead okay! (:
bye!


whatever would i have done without You? what a joy you've given me. (:

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you, not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future." -Jeremiah 29:11

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