lifesong
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move my mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
Monday, December 18, 2006
-3:21 AM
i'm tireddddddddddddddddddddd..................................zzzzzzzZZZZZZzzzzzzzzz.
i finally put down the phone after talking with marcus ling for 2 hours and it's like almost 3 in the morning now.
stupid marcus didn't want to put down the phone. lol.
in the evening we were talking online, then he kept saying channel u has a nice show to watch, then he didn't want to tell me the title of the show and wanted me to go see for myself. grrrr.
in the end i got stuck to the show too and i liked it. shi mian mai fu. then the funny thing was when the show was on, we wouldn't talk but when there were advertisements, we would talk online about what we would think would happen. predictions you know? we predicted the same stuff.
we predicted that one of the 2 men who loved the same woman would die. in the end, the woman died. we laughed like crazy la. not because the woman died.(i felt pretty sad that she died cos i wanted her to end up with the good looking takeshi kaneshiro)
all our predictions were wrong. lol
then after the show, my stupid laptop couldn't get a wireless connection. and then i got a msg from marcus ling, "your connection died? LOL." then i received a call from him. then we started talking, blah blah blah.
i laughed alot. and now i'm really tired. silly.
(:
he still didn't want to stop talking on the phone even after his mom woke up and nagged at him. he put down the phone and then he called me back after that.
but i told him i'll talk to him tmr at the christmas party. (:
i'm too tiredddd la.
anyway,
i still can't believe what has happened. :(
i can't believe that i lost a friend to eternity so suddenly.
i miss you,
BOHAN. your classic laughter i'll always remember.
i'm still pretty much in a state of shock. how could he have disappeared so suddenly?
like marcus said, God will hear our prayers for him and he'll be happy in heaven. (:
and i've gotta cherish what i've got now cos i could be gone tmr and any of my friends could just disappear. :'(
this has made me learn to cherish the people i love even more. i don't wanna live with regrets. i want to cherish the people that mean the world to me. this is really hard to face. life is so fragile.
i'm sure Bohan would be happy to know that he's taught us an important lesson of learning to love the people around us even more and not to take them for granted cos you might lose them anytime.
we all love you BOHAN, and we'll always remember you. always.and i love you dear friends, to those that i hardly tell you how much you mean to me and my life, i just want you to know that this life would never be the same without you around. i love you all.
God bless, goodnight all.
(:
cos it's you and me,
and all other people. (:
