lifesong
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move my mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
-11:45 PM
i know it's no longer right for me to feel this way, but i can't help it.
and i think it's best we still keep our distance.
i will force myself to forget about you, even if it takes every single thing inside of me and i promise myself, i'll not wait for you even if i have been doing just that this whole time. i'm really stupid, i tell you.
your problems at home are yours, i shouldn't bother anymore anyway, so don't tell me about it okay.
and to be truthful, if you wanna date any girl now or whatsoever, or even have a new girlfriend, i shouldn't and WON'T mind.
and people out there, NO, i don't have a boyfriend okay, maybe in the previous posts it seems like i do,
but no, i don't have one. i'm married already. MARRIED okay.
so if you wanna give me advice, save it for other people, especially if you're someone who doesn't know me.
if you wanna tag on his blog, then go ahead. cos i don't read his blog anyway, so as long as i'm not involved, you can go ahead.
and PLEASE, don't ask me to wait, cos I WON'T. he doesn't love me anymore okay. he doesn't. so please, don't ask!
i need you now, i realise that i've grown so strong because of you and i wouldn't have made it so far without you.
GOD, please help.