lifesong
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move my mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
-7:52 PM
today's just one of those days where i feel like lazing around and read a book and watch some tv. :)
school's starting tmr(ugh!), though i'm pretty much disappointed that the holidays are coming to an end, i still can't wait to see my much missed classmates. :)
i read this on emm's blog:
"You will never love someone,
or never had love someone
until you started loving that person for their flaws."
i've realised now how scared i am in "falling in love".
i daren't even think about it now. i was just telling pasta head last night that i think i've got a phobia of loving someone now.
he pretty much understands how i feel cos i think love's been quite cruel to us i guess. :x
that silly and lazy head finally took his house phone to call me after much persuasion. LAZY PIG.
but he slept earlier than normal ytd due to his concussed head and tired body which were the after effects of playing soccer with the church guys. (:
anyway, we had a nice conversation.
"take your own sweet time, and let God send you the right person before "falling in love"." ((:
yeap. i think i'll do just that.
i don't wanna try to burn memories or cry buckets full of tears after things end.
to be exact, i want my next boyfriend to be the last one and of course, my husband.
because i learned to love my dearest because of his flaws, it made it so hard to let go, to forget about everything we've built together.
so, the next time i love my dearest because of his flaws, i'll take all precautions and try to make sure as hard as i can that he wouldn't let go, and thus save me from forcing myself to forget about everything that we built together after things end.
i guess you can say i've grown tired of the never ending ups and downs a relationship can bring and i want to take a break from all that nonsense. :p
it's not because i haven't gotten over my past that i'm not ready, doc pasta says i'm "fully recovered". ((: it's just that i don't think i'm ready for anything yet.
i'm just glad and happy with how my life is right now, i'm contented with the things i have in my hands now. seriously. (:
i know with someone really reliable driving my car for me, things won't go as wrong as when i'm driving it myself. ;)
so 1 of this year's resolutions?
take my own sweet time and use that time to cherish and love the people closest to me. :DD
alrighttttttttttt, i'm about to end my post but before i go,
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY JANICE! :DD hope you're having a smashing birthday. may love, joy and laughter fill your 18th year of your life! (: much love! <3
and, to all people starting school tmr, HAVE FUNNNNNN at school okay! :D
goodbyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee for now! :P
hosanna hosanna! :DD
